Match.com Sacry Psycho Part 2

So you have just read the 1st email and after no response this crazy, crazy man sent just one last note to his fallen angel...

wait just please read this and then I won't bother you anymore > Sent: Monday, August 27, 2007 11:38 PM> Sarah, I know you think I'm an asshole and I know you don't care what I > have to say, and I don't blame you, but please just read this.... This is > why I acted the way I did, though it's not really an excuse, I guess.... > 8 months ago I was in the best shape of my life, I was working out hard > and eating really good... But then I got the worst news anyone would ever > want to hear... The doctor said, "I'm sorry, but you have cancer" > Suddenly everything changed, and I kept thinking, " I'm not even married, > I have no kids, and everything I worked for would be for nothing"...I felt > swept right off my feet and I was devastated, you can only imagine the > anxiety I had.... How could this be?? I never drank much, I never > smoked and I always ate right.....I was actually embarassed to even tell > anyone.... So I had to have surgery and they cut my guts open to cut the > cancer out, and then they said it was a good idea for me to go on > chemo.... They said my chances of living another 5 years was 80 % without > chemo, and 90% with chemo....basically they said that if the cancer had > already metastisized to the lungs or the liver there would be no cure and > I would die young.....and it happens in either 20 or 10% of cases.... So > this almost broke me emotionally, as you might guess.....I had to take > zanex everyday and night just to stop the anxiety.... If it happend to me > it could happen to anyone... I was completely healthy, or so I thought.... > Taking 6 months of chemo was the worst experience of my life, even though I > had no loss of hair for whatever reason, but I wouldn't wish it on my > worst enemy..... So I fought back hard and I delt with it and I only > missed a few day's of work.... You don't know how stong you have to be to > fight back, to get out of bed everyday and and say " fuck you cancer, > you're not defeating me"..... And while I was on the chemo, I said to > myself, if I ever get better I'm never going to take anyone or anything for > granted, everyday would be a beautiful gift.... So my last chemo was not > even 2 months ago, and the doctor said I did well on it and I can still > have kids eventually and most likely I will be ok and live to be old and > the cancer is not coming back. He said it was probably just a once in a > life time cellular mistake but he said he still can't be totally certain > I'm cured for good..... I still have to wait 5 years to be totally certain > the cancer is not coming back, and undergo all kinds of tests..... Do know > what that does to you emotionally??? Waiting to find out if you might die > an agonizing death at a young age??? It scares the fuck out of you, that's > what it does.... but I think I'm going to be ok..... So when I met you, > you looked like the most beautiful angel to me, the most beautiful angel > that could never be taken for granted.... Every second with you was the > most beautiful time I ever had in my life.... Being with you was the > biggest high for me, better than any drug could ever be.... Just listening > to you and being with you was so easily addicting, I can't even explain > it... No one can appreciate you the way I can, after dealing with what I had > to deal with, no one.....So I was spitting out my feelings to you > constantly, but I never would have done that 9 months ago.... I wanted > your emotional support so much that I didn't even realize how bad I > sounded..... I'm not the psycho maniac that you think I am..... I'm just > very scared after having this bad experience, and I know anyone would be > too... So please don't judge me by that stupid drunken outburst, I > became insecure, impulsive and obsessive, and I couldn't help it..... I > thought about you nonstop that weekend and I couldn't handle not hearing > from you..... I know it was wrong and I'm sorry..... You can't imagine how > having had cancer affects your thinking.....I'll never be the same...It's > like I'm having two lives in one lifetime, the one before cancer and now > the one after..... I want everything now, not tommorow, because I'm not > sure if there will be a tommorow......I wanted you immediately..... It was > to the point of craziness ..... You did something that no other woman > could ever do, you drove me absolutely crazy, just being with you for only > one night....I'd give anything to see you again, and I'd give anything for > that second date..... I'm sorry to have bothered you, I'm sorry to have > made you upset.... I just want you to know that I was a normal guy once > but now I'm trying to survive this miserable, miserable ordeal..... Can > you understand?? So I won't bother you anymore if that's what you want, > I will leave you alone from here on because I understand you're not > interested in me.....but I just want you to understand why I acted the way I > did.... Goodbye my beautiful angel, I'm going to regret driving you away > forever..... I'm going to have to force myself to forget you.... You don't > know how many times you made me cry in the last week.... I'm sorry > Sweetie.... I hope you have a beautiful life....> >

Match.com Sacry Psycho

Ok this is crazy!!! This email was written after only one date! So here is how it went down girl meets guy on match.com. Girl and guy set up a date. Girl and Guy go on date. Guy falls crazy (Marky Mark from the movie Fear) in love with. Girl hopefully looks into a restaining order ...
Below is what came next....

You're really not going to call me back??? Are you fucking kidding > me???? I go and tell all my friends and my cousins, even my mother, > for God's sake, my mother, of all people, about how crazy I am about you > and how wonderful I thought you were and how it was the best first date > of of my life and that I couldn't wait to see you again, and now you > blow me off and make me feel like a total fucking asshole??? Are you > joking me ?? You make a second date with me and and then you blow me off > and you can't even call me back to say you're sorry, you couldn't make > it???.... How dare you, Maria, why did you do that to me????.... Are > you fucked up???.... You really hurt my feelings, you know...how would > you like it??? And then I made myself feel like a total fucking > asshole in front of my family and friends, practically gushing over you.... > I gave you every oppurtunity to leave early on that date and you know > it..... at the resturant, no, you wanted more wine, after the resturant, > no, you wanted us to go to your office, after your office, no, you wanted > to walk me back to the truck, at your apartment, no, you didn't turn your > head away, instead you kissed me.... So why didn't you leave early??? Why > did you kiss me like you meant it??? Why did you lead me on and make me > feel like you liked me???? Are you a fucking player, is this fun for > you??? You have no idea how angry you have made me... You're treating > me like a piece of shit, and it's so not right....Did someone hurt you so > now your giving payback to me??? I would never do this to anyone, at > least you should have had the decency to call me back and say you didn't > want to go out for the second date at Bryant Park....nevermind make one in > the first place.... Were you even interested in me or was this a game to > you? Why would you have let the date last 5 hours, and then talk > about another one, was it the wine or something????.... Are you still in > love with your ex? Well if you are then you need to stop leading guys > on... And if you're afraid to get hurt like you said you were and you > have that wall then you need to get over it.......What do you want to do, > hang out with your 24 year old co- workers for the rest of your life when > all of your friends are already married????? And who are you going to > travel with, wasn't that the whole reason why we were supposed to become > friends in the first place or did you forget that ???? That was the best > date ever for me, don't tell me you're afraid I'm going to hurt you because > I would never do that..... As far as I'm concerned, you are total, total > wife material, I have zero doubts about that, and I'm so serious > otherwise I wouldn't be flipping out like this......You're destroying what > could have become a wonderful thing without even giving it a chance .... > You have no Idea how great I think you are, why won't you let me be your > friend???? I told you I wasn't expecting anything over night, I told > you it was ok, I told you we could take things slow, I told you it was no > big deal, I told you I was in no rush, and there was no pressure.... I'm > not needy and I wouldn't be up your ass 24/7, and that's the truth, but I > recognize a good thing when I see it, and I'm not willing to let a good > thing slip away so easily because you're afraid to get hurt..... Now I > realize that if you weren't interested in me then I wouldn't be writing > this crazy letter and I would get over you, but I know you are > interested in me otherwise you wouldn't have kissed me the way you did.... > You're the most beautiful person I ever met, I knew I wanted you the > second I saw you.... It's everything about you, it's the way you talk, > the sound of your voice.... the way you laugh and smile and the things you > said, and the way you said them..... the way you joked and fooled around > and the picture you drew of me.... It was your beautiful body, your > beautiful hair, your beautiful green eyes, and your beautiful, beautiful > face...the way you dressed and for those high heels you wore for me, and > it was your cute little feet with the blisters all over them...... it was > everything about you that drives me crazy...... Get over your fears, what > ever they are and let me be your friend.... You're not just a normal girl > from Queens like you said you were, you're much, much more than that.... > Get back to me Sweetie, will you??...... just say "Hi" that's all I'd > like to hear right now..... Don't let me down.....> >